A new approach to my gaming choices

For the last couple of years my game buying choices have boiled to two categories.  Either something that I really wanted or something that I was on the fence about and thought I could learn to like it while playing online.  In the second of the two choices I have learned something....I DON'T PLAY ONLINE ANYMORE!!!!  I am really tired of forcing myself to want to play online and tired of buying the games that I would like to play online.  Since I have began on this road back to normalcy I have played online twice.  It was forced and it sucked.  Even though I am in a few clans I am really only PPC and I can't remember the last time I talked to them.  This whole relearning how to live in my own skin has really been tough.  All I am playing right now is RPGs like Persona 3 and reading manga.  I am not sure but I might even give up gaming for awhile.  Maybe unplugging for a while would be best.  You know, check out the sunsets and shit.  I like rambling.....

Posted by Shuttdown on Wed May 21, 2008 @ 2:15 am EDT | 1 Comments