Just another day

      since my last entry into my blog things have gotten a little better. wifey has a job and im working 5-8hr days instead of 4-10 hour days.  the only thing is that with the wife not working for soo long we are still behind and a really dont see us making it. we are about ready to lose our van to repossession and my jeeps water pump went out.  i have sold a bunch of stuff just to try and even things out but it seems like it it is never enough. we always have a negative checking account and im running out of stuff to sell. the shit is starting to hit the fan. i am depressed as hell and im finding escape in gaming which i dont think is the best solution.  

                i know that i can not manage money well so i am looking for some help on better ways to manage money.  i hate to come off as whining but i am feeling pretty low right now and i have lost all pride in myself.  i have run out of answers but still there are a bunch of questions out there.  i am all for any input any of yall have to give me from this wonder site that im glad to belong to.  good or bad let me know.