booo... new job fell through

still creating a plan of attack. Still trying to remain positive. But some days are easier than others. Erica is teething in a big way I think. Drool all over. She also ony napped a half hour today... she's a bit on the cranky side.  When I say a bit ont he cranky side I mean that there was about a half hour of screaming when we got home. She seems happier now... but not ALL the way happy.  I will be happy when this craptacular day is over.

Well... for the job that fell through: all is not over yet. I still have a few rabbits and a few sleeves: it's just a matter of stepping back... analysing thesituation and keeping my head on straight. it will happen.  I am proud of myself... I kept it together. I shut up and just listened to what my section head had to say. In previous years I would have said something. Now I am not going to say anything... just take smart action! Whatever that action is. I mean it may be laying low for a bit but I will have to see.