Look Out World.. I'm on another mood Swing!

There are many expressions that stereo type guys and there love of gadgets!

Here are a few,

Boy and their toys!

He who has the most toys wins,

Etc etc…

I typically never saw myself this way till just this week!

I was playing my Xbox 360 on my 40 inch LCD TV when I had a brief moment of clarity. I looked around my house at all that I have and I was amazed! I’m a 33 year old spoiled adult! I have Multiple Desktops, Multiple Laptops, PSP, Play Station 2s, and Multiple MP3 Players, an Ipod, several models of surround sound systems, GPS devices, many movies and games of all types, and those are just the material items. then there are all the nieces and nephews! Oh my god what awesome kids they are! What about my two loving cats and very loyal dog!

Oh, have I mentioned my wife? Not only does she let me buy whatever gadget I want (Can Afford Bills Accounted)… But when I’m interested in something & hesitate to buy it… She buys it for me just to see happy! BTW love you don’t have to do that!

I know you guys have had to read several posts I’ve placed on these blogs by me complaining about this, that, or my difficult childhood, Trust me nothing can take away from the hell I dealt with growing up…I may even post another segment soon, However this is something different, because I just realized that as an adult, In the life I have created with my wife and friends. I am a very lucky and fortunate man!

I have all the toys and gadgets a guy could ask for, a loving wife, a decent job that pays the mortgage on my own home!

I don’t know why it never dawned on me before. I don’t know why I’ve spent the last few years moping around always depressed! Well ok I do, my mother and brothers back to back deaths may be a factor there. But that aside I don’t know why all of a sudden I’ve realized that even with all the tragedies I’ve been threw, I am still truly lucky for all the good things I still have, (see above ie.. Wife, kids, Pets, Home)

There is only one last thing that I need to be truly happy! A child of my own!

And the wife and I are working hard at making that happen before I’m 35

Here’s hoping that 2007 brings each and everyone a fantastic new year with lots love, happiness and let’s not forget more toys and gadgets!

How many other of you relies how lucky we are just to be alive!