Not Thinking

I had to work today (haven't worked since March) to fill in for a girl that was sick.  I came home for a short break to feed the kitten and let the dog out to go potty.  Just as I was getting ready to head back to work the phone rings...My daughters cap on her tooth came off at lunch, but instead of just sticking it back on or in her lunchbox she threw it away...WTF?  This isn't the first time it has come off and each time before she has just stuck it back on or saved it for the nurse to put back on, why in the hell would she throw it away?  I never know what that kid is thinking lol  Emergency dentist apointment tomorrow at 2:00 pm, only the second week of school and she is already missing for something stupid.  I'd prolly be mad if it wasn't so damn funny to me right now.

Icey

Somethingsmartgoeshere

Sometimes you just say something stupid and you don't even know it until someone is mad at you.  Life sucks this way.  I am one of those that tries not to make anyone upset but sometimes despite my best efforts I do anyway.  I guess I am one of those that doesn't want to upset or disappoint anyone, so I am the one that ends up disappointed or sad.  I guess I prefer it this way, I'd rather see others happy.  I have always been the one that goes out of my way to make others happy even if it's not something I want.  Sometimes I make people happy even when I don't like them.  I never understood why I do this, why I put myself through misery and pain, but I always have.  It seems like it is the only way I know, to make others happy.  I try to make others happy and when I do that makes me happy!  But once in a while I do somethign stupid and make someone upset and for those rare times I am sorry.  I have always been a giver and a carring person, they say it is a trait of being a "Cancer".  I don't think that is true though because I know lots of "Cancers" and I only know one that is like me and that is my sister.  Her and I both are givers and try to make others happy, but we pay a high price most of the time.  Depression sets in and takes over, when we are together we couldn't be happier, but she lives 3 1/2 hours away from me so it's hard to see eachother.  One of these days we will live closer to eachother.  To everyoneone on the site- if I have in some way ever offended you or made you mad, I apologize for whatever I did.  Unless you are a clan member then to you I say "Suck It" lol 

Icey

Pissed off @ XBox live

Yesterday our DSL was down and I was playing Geometry Wars 2 cause there wasn't much else to do.  I ended up getting the highest score I've had so far on Pacifisim. I got just over 81 million, and I stayed logged in until the DSL was back working.  But NO, it didn't upload my score to XBox live. Bastards!  I am trying to do it again but I haven't been able to.  For proof I took photos of the tv with my score on it, I kinda thought well what if it doesn't upload like it should.  I will just keep going at it to see if I can get an even better score. 

I'm not playing it tonight though because my eyes are hurting and I have a bad headache.  Maybe I will play some Halo instead...hmmmm  If I am going to do that I'd better smoke first

Icey