agedsandshark

Name: agedsandshark
Joined On: Oct 27, 2006
Maintag: AgedSANDSHARK
Age: 36
Occupation: STOCKER
Location: KENTUCKY
Currently: Offline
Last seen: 9/30/08

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08/07/08

Life is Funny that Way.

How to start????

I have had some crazy stuff in my life my mother beat me daily and for no better reason than I looked like my father.

My stepdad like to call me names and put me down as often as he thought was needed so I learned at an early age that the world was hard.

Life goes on and you do the best you can to get by and try to make somthing of yourself and put all that stuff behind you but the thing is how do you deal with the fact that your parents dont care about you?

This brings me to my point I have tryed to get to know and conect with my birth father but it was skechy and not going very well he dosent call me or wright all of the effort has come from me and has not been returned.

So now I have to deal with the fact that my birth fater does not care about me and most likley never will.

This makes me feel well sad, hurt, lonley,but mostley just empty and confused.

Yea I know crying little bitch and all that is what my stepdad would say but I am not crying I am just confused.

It is a hard thing to know that your parents dont care or love you I dont know what to do.

Whear do I go from here???? I dont know.

Dont get me wronge I have not had the hardest life but it has been crazy.

I have a wonderful wife and a great son that I love very much and they love me.

What do I do should I keep trying with my father or should I just let it go??

As for my mom she doesnt have time for me or my son but I still give her 3 red roses on mothers day for her 3 kids that is not for her but for me so when it is all said and done at least I tryed to do the right thing.

So what should I do????

Posted by agedsandshark @ 8:48 am EDT | Permalink | 10 Comments

05/30/08

I am overwhelmed

I am overwhelmed at the response that I have goten from the members of 2old2playHalo at my leaving the clan.
Thanks to all of you that sent PMs to me asking me to come back and showing me some love.
But the fact is that I AgedSANDSHARK tend to get on people's nerves fast and hard sometimes.
Just ask my wife poor woman has to put up with me 24/7.and I lover her for it so much!!!
I am truly sorry for the problems that I have made.
Thanks again for the love and kind words.